I came out of my closet and started going to the mall..I have to sneak out because mom isnt aware of my gender fluidity..I have a complete wardobe change in my back pack so my nights studying at the library with friends really means Im off to the mall. I change in the family restroom - in goes the boy out comes the girl - I throw my pack in a locker the stroll the mall...Its funny that the guys who would probably beat the crap out of me in boy mode,,..check me out in girl mode..I still havent had the courage to respond to their admiration..I ran into one guy from one my school who worked at the food court and he asked me if I had a brother..He wanted to buy me a coffee at starbucks after his shift, but I declined and pretty much ran away..But the day is coming I may take him up on his offer..wink..I am curious to see if I would be comfortable dating boys...wink..at the end of night I ride the bus home, change in the garage and sneak up to bed...its all so cloak and dagger...lol
Morgan