I was thinking (not a good thing) that how I dress and act now is crazy, and I must be MAD. You know what? I’m happy. I have this new life that I give credit to for, saving my life.
Three years ago I separated from my wife. I life was over. I gave her everything as I wasn’t planning on being around long. I rented a room and lived one day at a time.
Something happened, I started making new friends. I met my best friend Ms. R, she was also at a low place in her live. We leaned on each other. This is why we are so close.
Thanksgiving, her boyfriend drove and we went to her sisters, a two hour drive. Her whole family was there they all know me. This is the first one since her mom past. You would not have known, everyone was in good spirits.
In the entryway on a table was a toy turkey decoration. Next to it where tail feathers, to write on what you were thankful for. I wrote “For the Love of My Friends”
After we were back at my best friends, she asked why I wrote that.
I have never told anyone this.
I told her that before we met I was planning on checking out. That it’s because of my friends that I’m still here.
I have this whole new insane life that I never knew was possible. I poured my heart and soul into this. I’m doing ok, thanks to the love of my friends.