So I've been here and there. My wife knows I am a CD since 2011. I still only dress when she's out of town or no family is around. I think I'm borderline crazy. One part of me says don't change a thing, another part of me says see a therapist, another part of me says take testosterone blockers and see what happens. I'm seriously confused as to who I am or who I want to be. I confessed to my wife that I dress 6 years ago. Barely a word has been spoke of it since. My wife suffers from anxiety so I never push the subject of dressing because I truly don't know what I want I know I want a "normal" life, but I love shaving my legs, and being feminine. Ahhhh I'm going crazy. Just needed to vent,
Thank you.