This is a great question. I'm not sure to be honest. A part of me just loves dressing up in sexy lingerie and then putting on the top layer of women's clothes and walking around my home. But I have recently contemplated going out in public. For now just to a local chapter of cross dressers then going to a restaurant/dance club after the regular patrons leave. (strength in numbers I hope) This will be a huge milestone for me and I am very nervous about it but don't think I can stop myself now. Over the years I have purged so much nice clothing that it makes me sad and I so hope that I don't continue that behavior. It's just hard for me to imagine feeling comfortable dressed and being among other people. I don't think I will ever allow any family for friends to see this side of me.