[SIZE="3"] Denise a short 4 years ago I was where you are at, I pushed that line of comfort till I reached resistance (not really I think I got tired). Once I accepted who I am things happened fast, my confidence grew in leaps and bounds. Would have to say I'm just short of being fulltime, I go anywhere and everywhere day or night. I'm not "officially" out to work; it is the only place I am always in my version of "Drab.” That is my own hair, small hoop earrings always in the ears, and I leave work dressed in women's jeans, and gender-neutral tops (have to wear uniform at work). My friends and neighbors all know, and many prefer being out with Kristen. I am more girl than guy, I don't change how I act no matter how I'm dressed, at work I'm a feminine guy.
Let it run it's course, I have followed my inner calling, I have never been happier with who I am. I consider myself non-op TS at the moment (2 years on HRT), my friends are CD's, TS, pre-op and post-op and GG girls. I follow my heart and not the leader, I am on my OWN path, where I'm heading time will tell what’s best for me.
Denise your welcome to join us out anytime, we get out all over the NJ, NY, PA, CT area, to many TG friendly as well as mainstream places, drop me a note we would be glad to have you join us out. (that goes for any other local girls too)[/SIZE]