I AM Lana Mae! I accept that, but what is Lana Mae like? I was hit before Christmas with a strong desire to get a doll! A cloth doll with a cloth body! I spoke with my councilor about this! She said that was fine and that I want it to hold, hug, and talk to! I told my daughter and she got me a nice large cloth doll all in pink and white, even her braided hair! I have to come up with a name. I first thought of Shelby! I am not so sure of that, so she goes unnamed for now!
I see this as a step backwards to a childhood I never was aware of and did not happen! Although I did play dolls with the local girls, but I was brother or father!
I am fully willing to go there-self-acceptance!
Hugs Lana Mae
