Again, I'll echo the words of others.
Ive never considered SRS seriously. We've all probably had fantasies of orgasming as a girl, but Ive also had fantasies about Christina Aguilera bound and gagged...
Just because I fantasise, doesn't mean it will or should come true. Some fantasies are for thought, some fantasies command a real world take.
Life changing decisions are not the stuff that fantasies are made of. In fantasy, you can go back if you dont like it.
This is something you need to KNOW, not think or ponder...
Know it.
As I said at the staart, Ive never considdered it seriously.
I KNOW that I like the tackle I was given at birth.
Lets face it, we can take a pee pretty much where-ever we like... girls cant :D
Ad I KNOW that femme clothes bring out a kinder, cooler, more femminine side of me, the person I already am, the man that I am.
I dont want to be a gilr, just feel like one for a short while at a time.
Know who you are before you think about being someone else.
Also, If I may be so bold.
Your SO, to whatever degree of pushiness she sits in, is obviously a keeper.
She has shown acceptance beyond what even you had considdered before.
While a bit of a head screw, it's also sign of a GREAT deal of understanding and love towards you.
Respect to her for that.