relaxing. I just cannot do it all the time & still need a 95% to fully cross-dress and let Vanessa out! but do manage to wear panties everyday and non-padded bras when I get home from work. It's a distraction from every day's tasks. Whish I could do it more and more and more often but not possible, happy with what I have accomplished... today bought my very first make-up set (a treasure kept on my safe!), no idea how to use it but I am very existed! My mother used to say: life is a box full of surprises, enjoy it!