I don't know whether there's a genetic or environmental factor that determines crossdressing, and I'm not sure it matters to my question. I don't know why, but I've been thinking about what might happen if I ever have children. Even though I don't think there's a correlation between crossdressing fathers and crossdressing children, it's possible that anyone's children could turn out this way.
I guess I'm worried about what it might mean for my children if they do turn out like this. I know how hard it has been for me to live with, and I wouldn't want them to go through the same thing. I also know that I would somehow always blame myself for it. And, I feel terrible for saying this part of it, but I don't think I would ever want to see a child of mine dressed, even though I know how big a part of the lifestyle being seen has been for me (though not by my parents, just close female friends).