Urgh.
I am fed up of people seeing me wrongly.
It really "hurts"... not like physical pain... but hurts somewhere deep in my heart.
Yeah you guys & girls on here see me right... (apart from the odd person that doesn't really know about ftms and gets it wrong).
And most of the people in my life do (because my main life is online because I've cut any other unneccesary "real life" people off due to them seeing me wrongly).
So I have this whole internet life where I am allowed to be the real me.
And it f*cking gets to me when people in real life (for instance a new friend that I was basically forced to befriend) totally gets me wrong. Especially as he/she is apparently transgendered themself.
Makes me want to yell at them (scream in their face is how I put it to them via text message lol), and show them my videos and photos and prove it.
But it's like the only way to PROVE that I'm a boy is to transition.
And I'm not sure I'm ready for that/should do that.
Bring on the f*cking verdict of "intersexed" so I can have the girl bits lopped off and get on with being a boy. Gah!
Bah! :mad: