There's been a lot said about how transmen are often more sensitive to women's issues than GM's, having "been there" to a certain extent. But the fact is, and I'm not sure if anyone else can identify with this, that sometimes I find myself thinking in the stereoptyically sexist way we're told most men think. Looking at a woman as an object, or wondering how -she- got such a high position in whatever company. As soon as a catch myself thinking this way I feel awful, but it happens more often than I'd like to admit.
There are plenty of possible explainations for this. Maybe I feel that this is a part of being masculine, or that thinking/talking this way will protect my masculinity. Maybe it's similar to the way people who have been abused can sometimes speak excessively harshly about others who've been abused-- they try to distance themselves from a painful experience by "turning off" their emotions about it, and along with that turning off their empathy for fellow sufferers, acting like it never happened to them. Maybe I'm generalizing my disgust with my own body parts to all biological females, and using the "women are biologically inferior" idea as a catalyst for all the other sexist prejudices.
In any case, I'm pretty frustrated by the fact that I can't get these thoughts out of my head, or even my speech. I feel like I'm not that great a guy after all.