Originally Posted by
kathy gg
Randi
I want to get this thread back on topic....
I have met and known several cd's like yourself. If their wife is not showing enthusiasm or excitement or does not seem into it, the desire even though within you has a hard time finding it's way to the surface.....
But think about this in other ways.....okay, I am really, really into tennis. I take lessons, play on sevearl different leagues, get all excited when I find some deal on a racket. I also like to watch the big Opens on television and go to the Masters we have locally. But sometimes now I have to sort of put tennis on the back burner because I am a stay at home Mom, and it really is not right to 'make" my husband babysit {4 nights a week}, or miss time away from me when I go play. So I sort of pick and choose, I don't always get what I want. I also realize that him coming to watch me play, although it would be nice is something that he is only "comfortable" with doing maybe once or twice a year. I mean, when it boils down to it, tennis is my passion....not his.
And although he knew this when we first married and actually used to watch me play quiet a bit, eventually his enthusiasm leveled off. It is not that he does not want me to play, but does not care to participate.
I have had to compromise and I am okay with that.
Anyway, the point I am trying to make is our spouses won't always be into the same stuff we are into. And although they may initially seem really enthused, unless they have as much passion for this "thing" as we do, is it really right to expect that same level of passion in return? I really dont' think so. I mean, I knew he was not already into tennis...I mean if I really wanted a guy who was as into tennis as me, well I could have looked for one and not been with my hubby right?
But I also have made an effort to explain how important my 'thing' is to me.
If this is really important to you {to crossdress}, it is your responsibility to explain the level of importance, and then accept that ultimatly this is your need, not hers. And if she won't participate then you do need some time to do your thing. We just can't look to our partners to fullfill every void and need we have inside us. If you "need" her participation to feel good then it almost seems you are putting her in a position which is completely unfair. As unfair as it would be to drag my husband to my tennis matches, sit through Wimbelton, and get excited abuot the sneakers I found on special. I have learned to enjoy my source of "pleasure" without his involvement....you may have to as well.
Good luck ....