..its coming on 2 yrs since I have joined here ...ups and downs galore ...Im pretty darn close now to accepting that ..(is it a curse or a gift)..this side of me is important to my survival ..my happiness ...my just being me ...personally my opinion of myself is that my Sherlyn side is my inner soul shining thru ...my eyes sparkle when I am completley caught up in being her ..it awesome I won't deny it I have tried many times in the past ...sure there's still moments of OMG is this wrong of me ...but you know if you just jump in your car ..turn on some music you like ..or just think of how much joy it brings you the self doubting will snuff itself out this past week-end with Di out and about a full 2 days ..really brought me around to thinking ...how great it is to be who you want to be ...from being the 2 girls yakkin on the way down the stairs to the car ...to the nervous one (me) as we walked thru the downtown area and Di with all her nerve asking a couple to take our photo a huge bundle of nerves was I as we walked thru the doors to the Tg club ...but you know once inside it was no >> OMG !!! I can't do this she just walked along side me and we grabbed a table ..then ordered drinks ...then (I still can't believe this )... on the dance floor ..Loved it....thus the new adventure begins ....Oh ...last night strutted my stuff around the local mall ...no cares took some pics too (who me )... needed gas on the way home ...stopped at full serve ... got a how much Miss from the guy ...in best female said 20 dollars plzzz ..a smile.. a purchase and zooom back home